ALL I WANTED WAS FOR YOU TO CARE
BUT YOU DONT SEEM TO BE BOTHERED
PRETTY LADY
Nur Fadilah
Dyla/Ilah
26 July
Sengkang
[.me.] :
Straightforward
Hysterical
Energetic
Simple
Hate me fer all I care
I dun gif a damn
Coz u r juzt jealous!
Likes:-
-me-
-my family-
-my fwens-
-my cuzzins-
-Farhana aka emo gurl-
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Wednesday, September 5, 2007
2:18 PM
Easy for a good girl to go bad
And once we gone (gone)
Best believe we've gone forever
Don't be the reason
Don't be the reason
You better learn how to treat us right
Cause onces a good girl goes bad
We die forever
Easy for a good girl to go bad
And once we gone (gone)
Best believe we've gone forever
Don't be the reason
Don't be the reason
You better learn how to treat us right
Cause onces a good girl goes bad
We die forever
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
9:23 PM
Sebelum bertemu denganmu hidupku bahagia
Semenjak bertemu denganmu ku makin bahagia
Semakin lama aku smakin tau tentang engkau
Sedikit kecewa ternyata engkau tak baik
Pertama-tama semua manis yang kau berikan
Membuat aku merasakan cinta sebenarnya
Semakin hari semakin terungkap sesungguhnya
Ku makin kecewa ternyata kau penuh dusta
Maafkan ku harus pergi
Ku tak suka dengan ini
Aku tak bodoh seperti kekasihmu yang lain
Terimakasih oh Tuhan
Kau tunjukkan siapa dia
Maaf kita putus, so thank you so much
I'm sorry good bye
Seribu cara kau membuai ku dengan puitis
Maybe kau lupa bahwa aku juga manusia
Yang punya mata telinga hati dan perasaan
Maaf aku pergi dan tak kan untukmu lagi
Sebelum bertemu denganmu hidupku bahagia
Semenjak bertemu denganmu ku makin bahagia
Semakin lama aku smakin tau tentang engkau
Sedikit kecewa ternyata engkau tak baik
Pertama-tama semua manis yang kau berikan
Membuat aku merasakan cinta sebenarnya
Semakin hari semakin terungkap sesungguhnya
Ku makin kecewa ternyata kau penuh dusta
Maafkan ku harus pergi
Ku tak suka dengan ini
Aku tak bodoh seperti kekasihmu yang lain
Terimakasih oh Tuhan
Kau tunjukkan siapa dia
Maaf kita putus, so thank you so much
I'm sorry good bye
Seribu cara kau membuai ku dengan puitis
Maybe kau lupa bahwa aku juga manusia
Yang punya mata telinga hati dan perasaan
Maaf aku pergi dan tak kan untukmu lagi
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;
Sunday, June 10, 2007
9:37 PM
Paralysed Under Emotions
Undefined feelings felt
Bleeding through, crying all alone
Me, myself and i, no one esle
Days after days passed
Experiencing the world of my own
Where no one can understand
Full of ups and downs, without pride anymore
[Chorus]
Freezing till paralysed
Numb not able to do anything
Drowning with emotions
Breadthlessly suffocated
Hoping to break through this deception
Going through this ordeal alone
If only i can make myself me again
Paralysed under emotions
Fucking journey of life
Like a road full of thorns, like an empty word
Without meaning on its own
The full stop is the road which have no ending
Deceived by mystifying road
A junction that was created
[Chorus]
Unknowingly
Fated with rolling mistakes, unaffordable mistakes
Confession which hurt my instinct delibrate
Neither endure nor enjoy
Forgiveness is what i hoped
With composed faults
Dejected and fucking despise with myself
[Chorus]
Paralysed Under Emotions
Undefined feelings felt
Bleeding through, crying all alone
Me, myself and i, no one esle
Days after days passed
Experiencing the world of my own
Where no one can understand
Full of ups and downs, without pride anymore
[Chorus]
Freezing till paralysed
Numb not able to do anything
Drowning with emotions
Breadthlessly suffocated
Hoping to break through this deception
Going through this ordeal alone
If only i can make myself me again
Paralysed under emotions
Fucking journey of life
Like a road full of thorns, like an empty word
Without meaning on its own
The full stop is the road which have no ending
Deceived by mystifying road
A junction that was created
[Chorus]
Unknowingly
Fated with rolling mistakes, unaffordable mistakes
Confession which hurt my instinct delibrate
Neither endure nor enjoy
Forgiveness is what i hoped
With composed faults
Dejected and fucking despise with myself
[Chorus]
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;
9:12 PM
Deception
Hurting people is your game
I've fallen into your trap
trap with all your lies
Intrigue the talents in you
That have been inside you
All along
Conciousness never apply
Guilt is not part of you
Poison intoxicating mind is your game
Lying with your life
Lies that is so misleading
All that was never true
[Chorus]
Deceiveness in vain
It gives only pain
I'm bleeding through
Permanent scars
Sorrows that sink deep down in me
Took all my strength to hung up my tears
I've made a change
I won't cry again for you
I won't fucking care about you anymore
You ask for my heart
I gave it to you
I'll wait forever for you
Craving for love that was forever true
Thought that you would be the one
Im holding on to your lies that was never true,
Drinking the poison
Time will only tell how much longer
I can wait
With all the lies that covers all over me
You tear it all apart
Suffocating me under your lies
[Chorus]
Aren't you feeling tired?
Tired of living
Doesn't it reached your mind
Haven't you lie enough?
What does it mean to you
Everything was just a game in the first place
Don't wanna think about it
Just so confuse about it
My heart its breaking to watch you turn around
Can't believe its ending this way
I'm cutting through all of this
[Chorus]
Deception
Hurting people is your game
I've fallen into your trap
trap with all your lies
Intrigue the talents in you
That have been inside you
All along
Conciousness never apply
Guilt is not part of you
Poison intoxicating mind is your game
Lying with your life
Lies that is so misleading
All that was never true
[Chorus]
Deceiveness in vain
It gives only pain
I'm bleeding through
Permanent scars
Sorrows that sink deep down in me
Took all my strength to hung up my tears
I've made a change
I won't cry again for you
I won't fucking care about you anymore
You ask for my heart
I gave it to you
I'll wait forever for you
Craving for love that was forever true
Thought that you would be the one
Im holding on to your lies that was never true,
Drinking the poison
Time will only tell how much longer
I can wait
With all the lies that covers all over me
You tear it all apart
Suffocating me under your lies
[Chorus]
Aren't you feeling tired?
Tired of living
Doesn't it reached your mind
Haven't you lie enough?
What does it mean to you
Everything was just a game in the first place
Don't wanna think about it
Just so confuse about it
My heart its breaking to watch you turn around
Can't believe its ending this way
I'm cutting through all of this
[Chorus]
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;
Monday, May 21, 2007
6:03 PM
This pain, this hurt
locked away in my head,
Nobody knows
How inside I am dead.
Blood on my wrist,
There is glass in my hand.
Nobody knows,
They cannot understand.
They don't listen,
So, they can't hear me cry.
Nobody knows,
I just wish I could die.
Shaking fingers,
Grasp this plea for release
Nobody knows
How the pain will not cease.
Sadness bleeding,
Emptying to the floor,
Nobody knows
I always craved for more,
Bleeding slowly
Until my wound will close,
Dying slowly,
Nobody knows...
This pain, this hurt
locked away in my head,
Nobody knows
How inside I am dead.
Blood on my wrist,
There is glass in my hand.
Nobody knows,
They cannot understand.
They don't listen,
So, they can't hear me cry.
Nobody knows,
I just wish I could die.
Shaking fingers,
Grasp this plea for release
Nobody knows
How the pain will not cease.
Sadness bleeding,
Emptying to the floor,
Nobody knows
I always craved for more,
Bleeding slowly
Until my wound will close,
Dying slowly,
Nobody knows...
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;
6:01 PM
The door in front of me opens, once, again, I must enter.
The walls around me crumble, once, again, I must fall.
The voice behind me tempts and tortures,
What could have been?
What might have been?
The blood within me surges, once, again, I must drain.
The hope inside me surrenders, once, again, I must pray.
The breathe upon me tempts and tortures,
What could have been?
What might have been?
Day after day, I slip further away.
Night after night, I slowly go insane.
Longing to turn loneliness to treasure.
Longing to turn his pleasure to pain.
Something has to give...
something has to change...
I can't go on like this, anymore,
I'm forced to close the door.
The door in front of me opens, once, again, I must enter.
The walls around me crumble, once, again, I must fall.
The voice behind me tempts and tortures,
What could have been?
What might have been?
The blood within me surges, once, again, I must drain.
The hope inside me surrenders, once, again, I must pray.
The breathe upon me tempts and tortures,
What could have been?
What might have been?
Day after day, I slip further away.
Night after night, I slowly go insane.
Longing to turn loneliness to treasure.
Longing to turn his pleasure to pain.
Something has to give...
something has to change...
I can't go on like this, anymore,
I'm forced to close the door.
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;
5:53 PM
I'm swimming all alone in a pool of darkness and I feel like darkness is slowly pulling me under I yell for help but no one is there to hear itI begin to see the water at eye leveland I kick and flail, fighting to stay above the darkness But the darkness won't let go of its hold on me and I slowly begin to give into the feeling that lies below the water line the waters starts to fill my lungs the lungs that once held so much life yet now they allow the murky water to replace that I know that this path doesn't lead to happiness. But why doesn't someone grab my hand pull me from darkness's grasp?because no one knows I stand at the boundary the boundary between light and darkso I give in to the thing that holds meAll of the strength and all of the courage that I once held in my heart can't save me from the water So I slowly slip below the world of conscientiousness undetected by the occupants of that world I don't want to fight anymore I've given into darkness
I'm swimming all alone in a pool of darkness and I feel like darkness is slowly pulling me under I yell for help but no one is there to hear itI begin to see the water at eye leveland I kick and flail, fighting to stay above the darkness But the darkness won't let go of its hold on me and I slowly begin to give into the feeling that lies below the water line the waters starts to fill my lungs the lungs that once held so much life yet now they allow the murky water to replace that I know that this path doesn't lead to happiness. But why doesn't someone grab my hand pull me from darkness's grasp?because no one knows I stand at the boundary the boundary between light and darkso I give in to the thing that holds meAll of the strength and all of the courage that I once held in my heart can't save me from the water So I slowly slip below the world of conscientiousness undetected by the occupants of that world I don't want to fight anymore I've given into darkness
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;